So I am not much for celebrity news. As a matter of fact I almost hate how much we are surrounded by meaningless drama. That being said I actually really admire Giuliana Rancic for her public battle with infertility (especially given what I have been going through). I tell my friends that I am angry with God for taking three babies from Matt and I. I am battling daily with finding out how to forgive and move on with my life.
Okay so back to the point. Giuliana openly talks about how she faced the same problem with anger with God for not allowing her to have a baby. So I saw this news clip about how she recently found out the she at breast cancer at the age of 36. See the video:
What I love about her attitude is that she really believes that God didnt let her have a baby because she had to deal with this first. She believes that having this battle with infertility ultimately saved her life.
This touches close to home as I recently gave 17 vials of blood to help determine if there is in fact something going on with my body that I am not aware of. While I know the chances of having answers are slim and ultimately no news is good news...I still want answers. I think about what she is going through and I can somewhat relate because my biggest fear in life is leaving or losing Trevor. He is my world and maybe this battle is forcing me to discover something that could be potentially dangerous. I guess I will know more in the next couple of weeks. Meanwhile I will keep Giuliana and her family in my prayers.
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